What I was thinking when we met.

Walking barefoot just to look for where you are.

I thought of searching in the corners of the world.

but I found you, love, standing at the middle of the road.

Your eyes looked where am i

And it’s the first time I melt

Every time was like a first time when you’re in love.

We spent the night under a caffeine influence.

You were so close.

I smiled, and you held my hands.

I looked at you with shock of innocence

Then you kissed my hand.

you move your head up and then you smile.

It was the moment the world stop.

The longest time I spent outside reality.

A dream of a once-upon-a-time starting to be told in me.

I wish destiny has something to do with it.

But my love I don’t believe in destiny.

Miracles have found us to be a living testimony.

That love as much as broken it was

Will fought till the end until the beginning of new love

My love, It’s a miracle that I found you.

You don’t look for scientific reason.

It’s a divine intervention.

I knew heaven rejoice for that moment.

I can still hear the sounds of angels harps.

Scrambled moments of what will go on in a future me.

Uncertain but the present is far more beautiful than the future.

I'm ready to take the risk.

and you ask me, what were you thinking when we met?

It’s the only time I am so sure of one thing.

I think “I love you”.

Let me fall in love

Markéta Irglová , I do not own this photo, found it somewhere in the web.

This could be one of my favorite songs. Watched Once, saw and hear her singing made me randomly searched for her list of songs on youtube and fortunately I came to hear this beautifully, artistically crafted, poetical composition by her. Every night I played this on my playlist and I just cant help but to fall in love. Well, i dunno about you if you would like this song as much as I do. I wanna meet her someday because I felt like we have deep connection every time I heard her songs. I just felt like, she knows what's inside me, what i have been through, does she know and met my soul somewhere? Market Irglova, Are you my long lost sister? haha JK.

Anyway, let me introduce to you the lyrics, I just love it.

Before I go to sleep tonight, won't you tell a story?
One that does not center around power or glory-
A simple tale of love that is tender and sweet
However glorified, still uncorrupted, with a steady heartbeat

Or better still of love that's also passionate and wild
That holds the light of youth and makes you playful like a child

And let me fall in love, fall in love
Let me fall in love, fall in love

I've heard people speak of sad ending and broken hearts
But the heart does heal and where one thing ends, another starts
I've heard them say they wished they never knew such pain
But to wish for pain-free love is to wish in vain
And anyway, pain does not have to mean suffering
If love is a gift, to it yield an offering

Cause when you fall in love
You fall in love, with everything, with everyone
And you look at the world 
through a new pair of eyes And you see fear - it crawls but love - it flies

So fly with it, fly with it
Grow a pair of wings and soar up high
This bird, it sings a lullaby
Close your eyes now, go asleep
And dream a dream of falling deep 
in love

Let me fall in love, 
fall in love...

I hope you all like it. Thanks for reading. :)

The right soundtrack

" The other day I was crossing the street, lost in my head about something - a not uncommon state of affairs. I was listening to the overture and as the music began to swell I suddenly realized that: I had hands. And legs, and a torso, and that I was surrounded by people and cars. It's hard to explain exactly what happened, but I felt in that moment that the divine - however we may choose to define such a thing - surely dwells as much in the concrete and taxi cabs as it does in the rivers, lakes, and mountains. Grace, I realized, is neither time nor place dependent. All we need is the right soundtrack. "- Jesse Fisher, Liberal Arts. 

Yes, all we need is the right soundtrack then we're OKAY. Can someone agree with me and Jesse Fisher? lol Those music created to comfort you emotionally, get you back on the track and made you feel, "life is about the right soundtrack". For a music lover like me (who plays guitar without strings and sing-off-tune P.S I still manage people to like me) that's how I cure some of my pain, heartaches, brokenness, of course, not all the time (Prayers is still the best cure). Music is like a friend you'll have through good-times and bad-times, a friend who knows exactly what you've been through and a friend who'll tell you what you need to hear. But, like a friend you need to find the right one because not all are good to your ears. Music dwells around us, stop by and have time to listen.

P.S I wonder, how many songs are yet to be made that I haven't experienced yet? hmmm..I would love to hear them anyway. 

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My friend and I with our very own ala-marimar-shot. Isn't she lovely?

My perfect Sunday was spent by hearing the word of God. I got the chance to hear Bo Sanchez preaching at the PICC with my friend karuray. That moment when you want answers for every problems you've encountered then suddenly a preaching struck you from the heart as if he knows you personally. Yeah I know, its amazing. God planned everything in purpose. So what I've learned from the preaching?
Honor your parents - Bo said that once we grow old, we'll figure out how parents are imperfect, they made mistakes, they failed but the bible says honor them anyway. God gave them an authority over your life. We may disobey our parents but never dishonor them.
Do not provoke your child to anger - same with parents, love & lead your child so he or she could grow up a grace-filled person.
Everyone is a mystery - dont look at a person by their mistakes or failures or sins because there is more than that person. He/she is shaped, chiseled., formed from the divine resources by our great God.
Be with people who are fascinated in you, with people who sees the greatness in you, with people who'll lead you to a blessed life.
And lastly, Bo said,  i know someone who is grace-filled, his name is JESUS CHRIST.
Wisdom, healing, provision and deliverance. Claimed it!
Dreams do come true by faith.
Visions are real, there's a reason why God revealed it to you. Asked him how to put it in reality, be lead by HIM.


What a blessed Sunday. Hope you'll have a great start of the week everyone. 

The first time..

There are always something special about your first time. At least what i told myself when I was a teen.

But believe me the "first time", you will suck, I've been there. It wont happened the way you planned it. Anyway, Who cares? It doesn't matter how many first time you failed because life gave us countless of chances. All we have to do is make a better use of it because we never knew when life will stop giving us chances.

So here I am, writing again, taking another shot and hopefully i'll make a better use it. Join me in my journey :)